I don't care, am indifferent to threats around me, what's going on?

U just don't give f*** that's all. I'm like that most of the time but then I get back on the ball lata. I don't kno if its the same for you, need to talk to a doc, but then again you won't do it so what's the point and what's the point of advice, you won't consider it, so its up to you to make moves and care. Remember no one cares about you more than you, not anyone. So if you don't care about yourself why should we?! Good luck and sounds like you just lazy as heck tho :)